Sunday, April 18, 2004
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one thing that really ticks me off(i assure you, this is completely personal opinion) lately..
hearing people talk about APAV. dude.. only thing i have to say, its the dumbest most retarded thing ever conceived. i cant believe people actually go along with it and are like joking around..
i really dont understand whats so funny about saying that you're a pornstar or whatnot or talking about pornography or something. also, dont even try to get other people involved with it by begging them repeatedly.. fucking grow up peoples.. and some people in particular, after i hear them go along with it also, really disappoints me. i've lost a lot of respect for people just cuz of that.. you know who you are. really, it saddens me.

im in a hate filled mood but theres nothing i can do to help it
i stare through the darkness when nothings been lit
arms reaching out looking for something
realizing im still in this neverending ring

you dont understand, this pain i endure
unfortunately i must find my own way to cope
dealing with it is part of human nature
whether it be pain, hunger, or flat out mope

understand, i dont want to do this
i know, you dont want me to
but i'd rather break glass with my fist
to keep the pain from getting you
...
yeah.. i really dont give a damn if it sucks, but its what i do and it helps. sums it up(at least, i understand it completely) in my own words..
pengwin at 4:53 PM